A dream not to forget

Today i dream of sumwan who is special in my life till now i still can't get over it of the way we quarrel becuase of sumthing that is stupid and all of this i blame it on half of me and also my EDDIE TAY!!!!!!!!! If it wasn't Eddie is so busybody i won't have this kind of problem. Yes i know that lots of my fren ask me not to think about it and move on with life,but the thing is do u think it is easy? For 2 and the half year i still can't barely move on with my life it is a burden in my life. There's nothing i can do to reverse the time back to explain everything to her but what i can do is to wait for my time to come and say the last word towards her that "I LOVE U"